Tuesday, November 05, 2024

'Everything Is Going To Be All Right' - Derek Mahon

from one of my favorite northern irish poets who have seen, & lived, thru some shit
sure, i am optimistic by default.  sue me!  but as mahon says, 'there will be dying/there will be dying' & still 'everything will be all right'.  

but this is bizarro world.  virginia woolf claimed human nature changed 'on or around december 1910.'  that really wasn't so long ago.  she was talking about modernism.  & the lead-up to the Great War, the war that broke the world.  now we live in a post-post-modernist era.  & the way things worked even 20 years ago have changed.    

into what?  we are still learning that as we go.

still, i believe, as mahon says in this poem, 'that everything will be all right.'  cuz we got no choice but to live in the present age.  there is no other age for which we can go.

 i hope mahon is right.

i really fucking hope so

Sunday, November 03, 2024

Greeting the Sun

by jonathan hayes


With bong rips and beers
In pajamas with Netflix fired up on the screen
 
A beautiful and loving wife in bed snoring
An annoying cat asking to be fed again, and again…
Along with the neighbor staring into my apartment window
 
Out in the yard:
 
The rain has stopped
And the zombie girl eating a severed hand and the ghost
Hanging from a tree are all soaked wet and dripping
 
Cardboard tombstones bleed black permanent marker scrawling
 
I greet the sun to come
 
4:05 a.m.
And counting
 
Soon enough, maybe a beer or two more
 
I greet the sun, because
 
As small as I am in the universe
I’m still attracted to warmth
 
And the house waking up
 
 
Halloween Morning October 31st, 2024

pinball wizard

b. & i stopped at a local pinball arcarde, the kind that serves beer & food, that caters to an older clientele who might be nostalgic to the things of their youth, like pinball machines.  we were on our way to get dinner for the evening from a local mexican restaurant.  we had some time to kill so b. gave me a few tokens & in we went.

i found this machine

 

i picked it because i was a hot wheels kinda kid.  the pinball machine reached back into my own memories of hot wheels cars & pinball machines but the machine here wasn't a vintage game.  rather it spooked into the player's nostalgia of a time long past.

still, it was fun playing.  senses on full as i put my fingers & eyes to the test of keeping that little silver ball in play.  there was so much noise in the arcade that i couldn't hear my own machine.  how was i doing?  how much did i score?  i fucking don't know!  

still, i set myself against the machine & looked into its works

i felt like a hybrid of machine & man as i worked against the lights to keep the silver ball in play.  my fingers became flippers.  my body leaned into the machine.  who am i?  what was my purpose?  how to stay in the fight of a system i could never have designed?

did i do well?  did i fail?  the silver ball ceased play & became stuck in a crevasse of the interior of the machine.


there it stayed.  for a few minutes.  i even tried to tilt the pinball machine to get it unstuck.  b. finished his own playing & waited for me.  i was done.  kaput.  finished.  then the silver ball dropped back into play.  i hung on.  i flipped the flippers.  i did what was necessary.  i watched the ball slip out of view.  it was over.  like life.  the play felt like it took a lifetime.  that lasted only for a few short minutes.  if i possessed any skills it was this one, the ability to hang on.  & keeping going.  all the way to the very freaking end of play when the silver ball dropped, inevitably, out of sight.

Saturday, November 02, 2024

sometimes the things of this world sync up

waiting on the red light on the corner of howe ave accross the street was the 7Eleven anna & i were running errands & listening to satellite radio

'seven nation army' by the white stripes started & you know that bass heavy beat you can't help but groove to the song

well, it was then that we saw a street person a man in raggedy clothes crossing the ave dancing dancing dancing to the beat of  'seven nation army' 

just as if we had planned it to be in our movie script of life how our life & the street man's synced for a few bars of a tune 

& i said

holy shit! this is going into a poem!

Thursday, October 31, 2024

happy halloween!

here's to wishing all you boils & ghouls a safe, un-sane, & happy halloween!  in whatever ways you choose to celebrate.  i have taken the full week off to do nothing but chill out on the lead up to the high holiday.  for today i will do a few chores & then prepare to greet trick r' treaters this evening.  it rained last night.  the temperature is mild & cool, & finally, FINALLY!, some of the trees & plants are turning on their beautiful fall colors.  as a great sage once said, MAKE IT COUNT!

boo!

Wednesday, October 30, 2024

everyday is halloween!

how the hell can i resist including the opening credits of the most iconic movie of the Spooky Season!  Halloween [1978] was supposed to be an exploitation movie to get teens into the theater.  filmmaker, & composer of this score, john carpenter crafted one of the greatest slashers.  this movie is scary as fuck, still.  & the minimalist score is a thrilling assault of terror!  

man!  each year the High Holiday arrives at increasing speed, then leaves with even greater speed!  where i sit right now it is the Eve before All Hallow's Eve.  but even so, as i've always said, halloween remains in the heart.  so sit back, all you boils & ghouls, & dig the classic sounds of a great halloween movie!
boo!

Tuesday, October 29, 2024

let us now praise a great funny woman

teri garr passed away today at the age of 79.  she possessed great comic chops, as well as great beauty.  she co-starred in one of my very favorite movies of all time, mel brooks' inspired send-up of classic monster movies, Young Frankenstein [1974].  this ensemble piece is perfect in every way.  the direction, the writing, the lighting, the editing, the photography, the score, & the chemistry between its characters all played with great aplomb.  teri was exceptionally pitched with master comic actors gene wilder, marty feldman, the very great madeline kahn, peter boyle & the fantastically gifted cloris leachman.  this is a dream cast of actors in one of the great comedies of any era.  furthermore, this movie is perfect viewing for the Spooky Season.  i searched for the precise clip of this flick to showcase garr's comic timing.  every scene she is hilarious.  like the one below.  for in this flick we get both humor at its most sublime with a touch of the scary thrown in for good measure!

godspeed, teri garr! 

Monday, October 28, 2024

everyday is halloween!

 book of shadows: blair witch 2 [2000]

released on the eve of a previous momentous & consequential election, on 10/27/2000, this is a cash grab flick made on the heels of the previous summer's smash hit, The Blair Witch Project [1999].  yet, this movie has nothing to do with contemporary politics.  instead, it focuses on a young man, jeff, played by jeffrey donovan [like the previous massive sleeper the characters keep their real names to add, what, i dunno, a smidge of realism?], who we see is a psychiatric patient undergoing what looks like dubious & flat-out cruel treatments.  later we see him interviewed by the local news about the blair witch craze overtaking the small hamlet of birkettsville, md., the location of the original movie.   jeff is an entrepreneur capitalizing on the public fascination of the blair witch mythos.  he sells dirt from the nearby woods, replica stick figures of the kind the alleged blair witch, elly kedward, left in her wake of nefarious deeds etc etc.  jeff is also starting the inaugaral blair witch tour where he will guide his guests into the blair witch mythos including the homestead of the hermit rustin parr who murdered seven children in 1940 under the alleged spell of elly kedward.

that's a mouthful!  at any rate, jeff's group includes kim, a goth with supposed psychic abilities, graduate students, & couple, stephen & tristan, who are writing a book on mythology & mass hysteria, & wiccan erica.  the first night the group camp out on the ruins of parr's burned down house & party like it's 1999. jeff sets up cameras all over the perimeter & is continuously filming the group [because media literacy, videotaping, & the consumption of digital platforms is part of the blair witch mythos].  when they wake up, they can't remember what the hell happened & everything they brought, including jeff's cameras, & stephen & tristan's research materials, are destroyed.  kim, the psychic, tells the group that the videotapes are buried under a wall of the remaining structure.  jeff removes a few stones, reached into the earth, & there they are!

did the blair witch cause such havoc?  or were these young people too wasted to remember their own destructiveness.  jeff guides our group back to his pad, a converted factory bought from the city for only a buck!, to find out what's on those tapes.  do they find out?  since we are nearly into the third reel & have a bit more movie to go the short answer is kind of.  because according to the blair witch mythos she can command & manipulate time, & space & reality.  jeff & co. are in for a wild ride.

director joe berlinger keeps the pace tight & the action taut with a budget that was vastly larger than the previous summer's sleeper hit.  this film is made in a turn of the millennium style that used a lot of nu-metal & metal bands on the soundtrack, as well as a sort of plasticized sheen in the photography & editing.  really, this movie was made before the world turned into whatever we call our present day now.  pre-9/11?  again, i dunno.  but the overall look, sound & feel of this flick reminds me of other like kinds of turn of the millennium movies such as the remakes House on Haunted Hill [1999] & 13 Ghosts [2001] etc etc.  this is a fun flick for what it is doing.  is it scary?  depends on the viewer, of course.  but me, i really enjoyed this pic.  i have a soft spot for cash grab movies & sometimes the sequels of films can be even more entertaining than the original movies.  

but hell, just as this movie was released right before the election of 2000, which means diddly of course, i can't help but note the timing of my watching this movie, again.  what the hell does that all mean?  nothing.  really.  for i neither can predict the future or take for my guidance of future days by the movies that i watch.  why bring that up?  because i am surprised, again, how quickly 24 years have passed since the release of this flick, & how much our world has changed since its release.  no more.  no less.  the lesson?  carpefuckingdiem!  however, you choose to interpret it.  

boo!