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dear _______

i find myself reading classical Chinese poetry again

i looked thru my dvd collection for a documentary on CA hardcore

i bought a couple books and mags and when i brought them to the cashier he said, zen, punk rock and exploitation movies?

i spent the day going to and fro and lost my way

i don’t know the origin of the expression, red tape, but, man, can i elucidate on its precision

i’ve been studying two pictures by yoshitomo nara, both with texts written in English, I am a son of a gun, the other picture, dead or peace

i put my son to bed then return to face the blank screen again and make a few notes toward an anti-style in my notebook of the damned


love,

rl