it has been a crazy month, and particularly a very insane week. which included some personal travails that are not interesting in of themselves tho i am happy to discuss in private. readjustment; realignment; mortality, and insept dates [to quote from a favorite movie]. i am behind on a writing assignment that i feel terrible about, not the assignment but about being late. other things too. to quote dogen, 'to study the self is to forget the self; to forget the self is to be enlightened by all things; to be enlightened by all things is to forget the barrier between self and Other'. i am doing my damnedest to forget my self. i shall fail, of course, but i hope, in the phrase of samuel beckett, fail again. fail better.
a bard's eye view of love, life and psychotronic cinema