& yet again

less than a week from my last post
the horror of another mass shooting in
el paso tx
happened
this time i lost my shit
all equilibrium
i broke down
after reading
[i can't confirm if it be true]
the murder of a
4 month old baby
& seeing videos
[these are true]
of people hiding
under tables
during the shooting
each concussion
in terrible rapid succession
yet i turned up the sound
for i can hear
the person making the recording
whisper to someone[s]
beside them
under the table
as the shots broke the air
i love you so much
oh my fucking god