Tuesday, January 22, 2008

can't say that today was a fucked up day. it only felt like a fucked up day. who was it that said, i think i'm in hell. therefore, i'm in hell. was that m rimbaud?

a long day, at least. bent over my desk. back hurts. legs scrunched into pretzels and feel just as doughy as uncooked pretzels. this is a short history of my melancholy. who was it that wrote the book titled, a medicine for melancholy. was that ray bradbury?

at the end of a long day, i read heath ledger died today. the news is not the source of my blues but it is like the cherry on top of a shit cake. unexpected. unreal. for he was so young and so good at his art.

the news struck me like the day of river phoenix's death. unexpected. unreal. for he was so young and so good at his art.

life is sometimes terribly short.

3 Comments:

At 9:48 AM, Blogger Logan Ryan Smith said...

yeah, heath ledger dying was pretty unexpected. totally sux. he was pretty talented.

and i think that quote about hell was the other guy, RAMBO.

yeah, i think it's from RAMBO IV.

 
At 10:19 PM, Blogger richard lopez said...

logan: went to one of my fave movies sites message board last night regarding ledger's death and most of the posts went something like, oh god! that fucking sucks!

sums it up perfectly.

 
At 9:33 PM, Blogger Clifford Duffy said...

richar it is satan who says that. and he got it from hamlet about the mind being its own hell adn then satan in paradise lost, copied him , so to speak. as for hell, wellman i know what that is like. feels sometimes theses i pay rent to be in hell!

f_ck i t if they cant take a Joke
thats my new form of self-censorship its kind of fun.

 

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