aw man, take a metaphysical leap after watching online the launch of the james webb telescope & how i was so glad that us, the monkeys we are, can, & do, miraculous things but then the toilet overflows & that unwanted person calls both of which take up so much precious time & i am not so young no more no more am i willing to give up the mental space it takes to deal with these things & yet i do because i've got no choice for the unwanted person is a human being just like me who fumbles in the dark too & the toilet is only a thing that needs the proper tools & skills to fix but i'm telling you i'd rather watch another youtube video about the size of the cosmos to really feal alive for in this attitude i know that i am just a speck of a speck of a speck but dammit does my frustration & anger feel like the size of several solar systems so fuck it here i go again & hope that my own frustrations redshift away the soonest the better of them all